Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Better in Time...

As time goes,,
I feel like my years are running so fast and i feel Am getting older,,
I dont feel bad getting older
But instead i feel good as my maturity level Is getting bigger..

Three years back I viewed things In a different perspective
 than how i see them now
Two or 3 years back was so afraid to break relations
With people who even treated me badly or never valued me like i did
simply because i was so afraid of being left alone
But now i can do it..

Am transforming to be this lady who cares
About those who show care to her
 and ignore Those who are parasites in her life..
I mean no one wants a mosquito sucking blood
  To his skin n leaving it itching,,...
..... "The principle of love is love those who love u
  N to those who dont love u,, like em and pray for em To like you.."

Am becoming more of my bestfriend to myself
And am really enjoying this relationship am having With Me..
 It feels good to love me and I must say that i never knew that i was really
This sweet person..
They say charity begins at home,, I mean how can you love others
More if u even dont love yourself Or not even the bestfriend of yourself??

Yes i have decided to have a quality
Time for me and wanna take that chance making ME BETTER,,
The time for blahh blahh is gone,, If there was time i never valued
 Me en its Burried..
I mean if u ever wanna be close to me en BE,,,
respect me,,
love me as me and be ready To be there for me
and i will humbly do the same

I just said to maself "CAY!! YOU GOT TO CHANGE.. no longer Holding on people who only wants to receive my care and love and dont give back,,
 a beg oouhh,(in my nigerian kisukuma pronounciation),
AM TAKING BACK MY LOVE,, MY LOVE!!!

Feels like am in the 6000th floor And am not goin down,,
 its where i want to Stay..

Miaka 10000,,
getting bigger an better,
",SIO YULE WA JANA,,JUZI BUT NI WA KESHO
no longer at ease,,
no longer mind games
BUT
heading Foward to be the BEST..

Lord make me the best
 so that i can do the best for you
Eventhough i dont deserve it
 I know I can trust YOU to take me high n even higher!!!!

YES IN THIS LIFE,, DONT EXPECT PEOPLE TO LOVE YOU MORE THAN HOW YOU LOVE YOURSELF. LOVING OTHERS STARTS WITH YOU,...

Love love
Cay wa Rosemary..

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